I delight greatly in the Lord; my soul rejoices in my God. For he has clothed me with garments of salvation and arrayed me in a robe of his righteousness, as a bridegroom adorns his head like a priest, and as a bride adorns herself with her jewels. (Isaiah 61:10 NIV)
My wig complements me—or so I’ve been told. I feel more like myself with it in place or at least, I look more like myself. When I began wearing it, many people didn’t even realize I had a wig on, it’s that close to my hair color and style. But it’s cumbersome. It’s hot in warm weather. It’s heavier than it looks. And it feels like it’s slipping off my head, so I’m constantly fidgeting with it. I guess it needs an adjustment that I’m not quite getting right.
Even still, it feels almost right … normal. But, it’s only a coverup. Underneath, my head still glistens from lack of hair. The fix is temporary, and at the end of the day, I’m happy to rid myself of the facade.
Nevertheless at the end of the day, I have to once again look at my bald head in the mirror. Likewise at the end of the day, I have to face the fact that my normal isn’t my normal anymore. As much as I’d like to go back to my previous self, I can’t. I’ve been changed physically, emotionally, and spiritually. I have a new normal to live with … like it or not.
For the most part, I’m okay with the new me. However there are some changes I’m not too keen on like my lack of hair, weakened immune system, achy bones, and neuropathy, all of which nurses have assured me will reverse in time, after treatments are finished … even the neuropathy.
The emotional and spiritual changes have been more positive than negative and definitely more permanent than the physical discomforts. I don’t expect the emotional or spiritual alterations to reverse, instead, I expect them to grow stronger and more reliable by the grace of God. You see, Jesus’s righteousness covers and heals our defective souls, unlike my wig that only establishes a reasonable facsimile of good health.
I find great comfort in knowing my soul is covered in Jesus’ righteousness that assures me of complete and permanent well-being. It’s my source of strength and peace as I go through my treatments and an uncertain future. This physical body is only a temporary tent. It shows wear and tear with time. It has holes. Eventually, it’s not going to withstand the repairs and be gone. But my soul … my soul will live on. My spirit will soar beyond the sun.
How about you? What has Jesus’ righteousness done for you?
See you in a twinkling,
Brenda K. Hendricks
Encouraging Today's Christian 
Thank you for sharing this beautiful heartfelt article. It is good to know what others are going through the experiences we never encounter before. I just remembered as I read your post this child who looked like a doll when I was at school. She was wearing a wig also even nobody told us, she was suffering from leukaemia. I now know what it feels like as I read your post. Then, it gives us compassion for those going through cancer.
Our experiences do give us compassion for others and a clearer understanding of what they may be going through.
It is amazing to me how God works so much more in our whole being than we could ever imagine without the real walk. You are helping us to know a little about your walk. May we all grab on to the lessons revealed here. May God bless you in your continued walk. You are truly a blessing to me.
Thanks, Jeanne. It’s my prayer that my readers will see how God is using my health issues to develop a Christlike image in me and reflect on the procedure He is using in them as well.